Someday...

 

I know mistakes are the mother of success.

And you need adjustment time to look back and be better.

 

But, I feel like this is an eternal tunnel rather than a passage. 

 

When this could pass and finally I could be better?

I've never felt better these days.

I feel like I am in a still pool and it starts to stink.

 

I don't know what I really want to do.

Seriously, I am not sure even I want to exist. 

If I don't want to exist, then what, what can I do?

 

I am just a coward and feel worthless. 

When does this kind of feeling go away?